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NOR AMIRAH BINTI MAHTAR HATE ;
i hate bullies. when i was in kindergarten i was a bully victim. haha. damn right? yeah i know. i was quite BIG when i was a youngster. but seriously i'm cute. LOL. i love to bring my barbie along to school and i don't eat the food that makcik made. means i brought my own food. the boys ( there were 2 of them ) cabut my barbie's head off, they once tied me up using the skipping rope ( masuk hospital for a week bcoz of asma cz tali tuh terlampau ketat n rak buku trjatuh himpap my chest ) , they ate my food, took my toothbrush and they freaked me out when its bedtime. I HATE KINDERGARTEN !
i also hate it when my sister makes me look bad infront of my friends and my family. there's this one time, i was hanging out with dydy and she fetched me up in the afternoon. then senang2 je dy tonyoh kepala aku dpan dydy panggil aku bodoh. korang bengang tak? korang gn kwn korg nie, then akk korg panggil korg bodoh tonyoh2 kpale korg. bengang gler kot. then bukk aib korg depn fmly2 korg yg lain sedgkn dy tau bnde yg sbnr tk seteruk mcm tu. ape lg, depan nenek, depn makcik2 dpn pakcik2 gak aku maki dia. HIJAU aku tym tuh.
then i really hate it when people take me as someone who is stupid, predictable, emotionally weak, got fashion issues and ! who take me as a girl that they can play with. like seriously, come on la. sure i'm your friend but can you realize that i am still a human being? i have feelings, i have empathy, i have sympathy... come on la, hati kawan tkkn tk lea jaga? aku gn yg lain2 baik gn ko, ko pergi layan kitorg cmtu skali, kutuk2 blakang pe sume. kecik hati dan benci tau?
i also hate it so much bila tengah syok2 gayut ni, PAP ! putus.ape lagi aku pon teruskan lah berkata-kata WOI ! TAK GUNA! AKU TGH SYOK BORAK NIH ! TGH SYOK GELAK2 NI KOL TGH2 PAGI BUTA! HISH. pastu call balik. TOOT ! NO NETWORK COVERAGE. emphh ! memang hijau lah aku... then nak anta msg pending, tekan cancel, send balik, pending balik. kali ketiga try MESSAGE SENDING FAILED. siap kuar tanda seru .. HUISH, MENCABAR KEIMANAN BETOL LINE DIGI >:(
i hate it when someone else trying to get to my boo. geram geram. bukan nak berlagak ke ape. tapi aku rase kalo korang pon mcm tuh kn? hanya sebab bf ko tlg bayarkan duit msuk toilet untk perempuan yg tidak dikenali sebab dia tade duit kecik, perempuan tuh tunggu bf ko sampai bf korang kuar toilet. ape perasaan korang? dh mcm tu, mintak num bf korang. then text bf korang tyer2 " gf you cantik ke? " then " i ade can tk nk jadik gf you? " HIJAU AKU WEAAAA
i also hate it when i was hanging out with my friends / family, then tetibe terserempak gn org yg tidak dikenali, memakai baju yg same seperti yg aku tgh pakai. YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU ! MALUNYEEEE! dulu pernah sekali, makan kat kedai gn family aku. then ade family nih duduk belakang meja kitorang. aku tk prasan. sekali tuh bila family aku nk bla budk ni bgun nk gi mane ntah. kitorang pusing je.. GULP ! BAJU SAME ! belang2. haha. ape lg, budk tuh duduk aku jalan laju2 bla. haha
then then then, tak ske kalo tgh duduk or berdiri sorang2 or tgh jalan sorg2, ade org yg tk dikenali tgur. conth pertama : hye awekk. .. contoh kedua : ye cik carik ape? << aku rse sellu jdik dlm hidup korang. contoh ketiga : eh ! ni anak mahtar kan?! << mmg malas la aku nk lyn kalo aku tgh sorg2 then org tgur kuat2 siap gn name ayah aku. haih, malas. bukn ape. nnti kalo kita layan ala kadar pakcik / makcik tu kata ape pulak. tak ke ayah kita jugk yg malu. kan?
then, i hate it when i was shopping for shoes, already choosed the colours and everything, then when i ask for shoes size 39... the promoter will said.. SOORY WE NO LONGER HAVE SIZE 38 FOR THIS SHOES. WTH ! memang sedih lah kan. :( elok2 dh happy, then bila dah jumpa. impian kita tuh hancur musnah. huhu. its not like i won't be able to find other shoes but i'm the type who stick to my choice. kdg2 tuh, kalo barang yg aku nk tu tk dpt, trus senyap jee. tak mintak pape dah. huhu. mood nk shopping pon hilang :(
pastuh, i hate it when i'm trying to learn something new but i couldn't do it. when i was still in school, for sure there's many things i have to catch up with right? sitting among the top students in school doesnt make things easier. to compete, you have to push yourself first. when you tought you have learn new stuff, you have to accept the fact that the other students has already figured out about it..
I HATE IT WHEN OTHER PEOPLE AND I FIGURED OUT ABOUT MY WEAKNESS. huhu. i know to you people it was like baguslaa, bila kita tahu kelemahan diri kita, kita boleh baiki. but to me, its not cool. it means all this while im weak at it but i didnt realise about it and at the same time people are watching. it was like you were being analyzed by a bunch of people that u know and don't .. it was embarassing yet really heartbreaking
entry ini memanaskan hati. dah bye.
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