muhd nur fitri halili bin jubri. i swear i didn't mean to make you mad..
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spm is finally over.yea, i get to text my papa kachak again. haha. yeah, papa kachak.i love to call him that cz he will go like way blush..haha.. cute
dia topup 5 ringgit..sy? em, tak topup pon..kredit lama ade la lagi dalam 3+.. i guess dat will do..takpe, biar kredit saya habis dulu jgn kredit dia.haha.tapi..sama je, dia msg sy bila sy mintk je.dy start msg saya? let me see,, owh yeah..lepas 3 jam sy send 3 msg kat dy..haih..dalam hati saya "takpelah, dy bz tu" ..
semalam, kredit saya habis, yela..saya ade msg dgn kwn2 sy yg pakai line celcom while i'm using maxis..hmmm...but dats ok,.saya wat sos topup..dah lame tk msg dy.and now kredit dah hbis..rindu pun belum habis lagi..then, lepas beberapa msg, dy kate tu kedit last dy..hmmm,, kalo mcm ni sy tk sos tpup pon tkpe.. tapi tkpelah..dy kate arini nk topup..lepas je topup terus text saya.. dalam hati "bahagia nye.."
i called him this afternoon..about 1 hour. but i hurt his feeling after 45 minutes. yeah, i feel bad to myself. i didin't mean to make him mad.. it just like slip out of my mouth.. and our final dialogues are ;
- me : bila abg nak topup
- him : malas
- me : abg marah ke?
- him : kan org da kate ! org jarg ade mood nk contct, org elok2 nk contct ni gi sakitkan ati org nape? ! tunggu jela sampai bila org contct awk balik..! dah, takde mood ni.. sorryla ea.bye
wee..ade style kn kitorg gado? owh, kenapa kami gadoh? takpelah, i guess memang start dari saya.. semua nya sentiasa mula dari saya.. haih,
to my sweety ;
- i know i'm not the type of girl that you've been looking for, but one thing you never know is i always try to be one
- you are my beloved and i never ask anything else except hoping that your beloved is me
- being your friend was all i ever wanted and to be your lover was everything i ever dreamed
- i wish i have superpowers that could turns thing from wrong to right
- i wish i am superhuman that could make things love everytime i wanted to
i'm sorry i am not extraordinary.
i am sorry i'm just ordinary. someone who always makes mistakes.
if i could turn back time, i swear i'll become much more better in your eyes.
but i can't. i don't know how to make it real..
i wish you love me not because you find me as the perfect person, but because you see me as an imperfect person perfectly..
i don't want to be in someone's life if i am already perfect in his eyes. i want to be in his life because he's the missing puzzles that i've been searching in my entire life.
and the missing puzzle pieces is you. i'm sorry for what i've done.. i hope everything will be like how we used to be..
i don't want to end up alone anymore. i wanted to be with you..
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